The insight to your question lies below. First, observe the symbols and images in your Lenormand cards, then slowly take in the wisdom in your reading.
Change is threatening your stability. There is a need to move on, to leave behind what is comfortable, valued and loved. Perhaps the severing of ties from a job, family and community to travel into the unknown.
You are feeling the primal pull of deep emotions. Time for emotional honesty; are your needs for connection and physical well being being met?