The insight to your question about your past, present and future situation lies below. First, observe the symbols and images in your tarot cards, then slowly take in the wisdom in your reading.
This card stands for happiness & completion on an emotional level. Nothing is wanting to one's happiness; one has found the end of the rainbow and the gold that is hidden therein.
The Ace of Wands is a card of beginnings. The beginnings of ideas, businesses, creativity or any other thing our human mind can conjure. Wands are the suit of fire. Fire representing energy, and creativity. So this cards meaning is the beginning of anything doing with creative ventures. A new type of business, and new kind of job, or things in that realm.
Heartache, mental confusion, feeling trapped and alone, stuck in a mental prison of pain. Needing a new perspective; needing to release the inner turmoil of the soulÖ.deep sorrow.